Author: [[Abe Brownell]]
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# Performance notes
- Alive!
- Alive!!
# Poem
Seeing them live in the ides
Fated to a crossroads in the bardo
Capsule clad and weak at the knees
Irony clobbers you over the head
I'll talk about anything but the obvious
This is my list of complaints
Sloughing it off
Sit down and realize you're out
Tempt you into entanglement
Tilt the motion for coming alive
Bidirectional random walks
On the phone with less and less
All too soon
Folding over and under the midday sun
Filing disjointly and in different brackets
For different things and/or reasons
I am a breeze unto myself
Known as the River of Heaven
This is the art of mental rotation
We could short a year by a couple months
I hail from the ides
A favorite pastime in sleep
July, July!
I tried not to seem sad and it worked
Under the cover of egress
Buying time to say goodbye
Buying time to give as a parting gift
Looking both ways
Proceeding along two axes
Orthogonal to yourself
I stream it off the afterlife
Talk to ghosts all night
Scratch ticket winnings:
About two hours and forty five minutes
All the sounds you choose to listen to
All the ones you don't
The difference in the twain
Fifteen minutes of negative space
Three hours and some loose change
Living alongside the years
Punctuation for your equilibrium
Conflating it with expertise
Presenting as an inexhaustible list of criteria
Setting off fireworks
Playing it cool
Playing the rain
Explosions in the sky
Lightning in a bottle
Storm in a teacup
Another hour and fifteen minutes
Could be mere seconds
Congregating on days and weeks
Capsule clad and weak at the knees
Crossroads in the bardo
Orthogonal to your self
Breeze unto yourself
River of heaven
Riding on a raft
Rain keeps repeating itself
I never scratch the ticket
I prefer to stay dry
Random walks on water
This will take years off a duck's back
There's a pendulum in your throat
Ticking away the words
Tempting you over the hollows of temporary conditions
Riding on fumes to get to work
Never arriving and fashionably late
I'm guessing the plot
Well schemed and according to plan
Collapsing over the swell of inner peace
Picking you up as a gale force breeze
Blow out the candles
Time passed in sleep
I tried not to seem sad and it worked
I burn up like a candle
Paraffin history
Burning on repeat
Entangled with the gates
There's a pendulum in your throat
Twisted around your words
Flow them like wine
Drink of your tears
Weeping by the quarter
Upside down again