Author: [[Abe Brownell]]
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The air smells beautiful and
Then I stop smelling it
I was crossing an intersection when a car cut me off
I kicked it good
Gave it the bird
My foot hurts now
Hard to walk on
Could’ve done better
The air smells beautiful
Like the end of summer
Like serenity in perilous climes
I wrath and self destruct
I write myself together
Shamble onto the steps going up
This way I reconstruct
I stop smelling it
Could stand to clean that there up
It smells
Beautiful with hesitation
This could be a coup
This could be luck
Truth me and I'll truth you
Don't test me and I'll dare to
Wring out the last of my pluck
My gumption to call anything corrupt
Look at us all helpless
Absent minded as fuck
What will become of the sinister wing
I'd be lying if I didn't have half a mind
To let gray matter out the other side
The air smells beautiful again
For a moment before I forget
Etherized by the vape upon the table
What exactly am I suggesting?
Peace is hard to come by
Why ask?
Why not wrath?
I won't say
I'll go out at night
Make a condolence call
Knock on the coffin
Ask if I'm alive
If I can smell the end of summer
Smell the danger in time
I won't say living
Won't say dead
Hard to say much at all
I stopped to smell something
It's the end of summer
The air is beautiful
It's alright at night
I keep forgetting
Can't remember all the time
We sink our fists into the embers
Ride our tongues across the honey
Dripping off the blade
It's sweet! The air is beautiful and sweet!
It's all whipping by and here I'm etherized and high off the verbs and nouns
Limping around in indignation
Kicking cars and flipping the bird
I'm asking you to tell me
Living or dead?
I can't say a thing
The air smells so beautiful
It's trash day and the air is beautiful
Sweet and it's the first full moon in September
Summer is dying and you won't say dead
I'm here in the flesh and can't call it alive
I'm too broken up
I'm just trying to arrive
I'm digging for the relics
I want the bones I can become but I
Could never call the effort over and done
The air is beautiful and then we forget
Like the end of summer
Quiet after a brutal dawn
By all means, take out the trash
Ride upon the sinister wing
I've seen those military rites
A general stands in the place of mourning
Generally to the left
The air smells beautiful and then we forget
Now step out
Breathe in the heaven and hell
It's trash day on a beautiful night
Summer's end and we're alive