Author: [[Abe Brownell]]
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It's all in one state
Can't keep anything else | until the gravity arrives
Orthodoxy is bent by that
The gravity you hold right behind your eyelids
Thumping up and down | you keep noticing
The earth axis ain't straight | hasn't been for a minute
You can't stand
Up and orthogonal to that planet
Can't wander that vector forever
Either it winds up and down the clock
Burning that midnight oil til the rocks melt
And here we are at | the heat death of the universe
Some electrons left over
All these odd angles | thank God they aren't right
I could see myself running away
Sudden and abrupt
Selling it all and wandering off | existential interrupt
Recast the present on repeat
To stop it all from rushing in
Straight ahead
To open floodgates | allow the rush
This is the way to capture the best
One of the same thing can become two
If hung on long enough | to upset the rhythm
Endemic to real numbers | of real things raining down
Fragments of frail instantiation
The dust is taking over | the smell of apples hangs in the air
Stale tobacco | hangs with it too
Serves the end of cell turnover | we're living longer now
Long enough to get cancer and even more lonely
Dear Xiaole,
I couldn't describe to you all that streams in
From this place of few dimensions
Utterly ineffable | lacking multitudes of possibilities
Only straight ahead
Exchanged intake on the cognition so it hums on forever
Like a blistering drone
Song pumping one note in two grand canals
I stream it out of my mouth when stoppage is death
Stuck to life inconveniently
How come change is impossible?
Where did it come?
The axis is for turning
Angular momentum off the gods of creation
And destruction
Scope expands and now my hands ache
Complaints about the infinite font of ideas
Can be submitted to the infinite font of ideas
(poetry in action)
If you have to have an address to return to sender:
Get on the train with a pocket full of infinite regress
Dear Alex,
Nothing but
Your reasons are long and virtuous
I refer to the problems as transactional and refer ambiguously
This is certain:
Going straight ahead with lunch forgone for another cup of coffee
And off I go to other oblique ways of being hungry
We need to return to something primordial
Yet there is no reverse
Naturally, you must invent it again
Out on the infinite trundle along
The tracks going home